Thank you!

First, I want to thank the few people who commented on my last post about seeking another right now. I always do that when I am lonely, and you guys always say - wait until the wedding is over at least! You guys are right, and thanks for keeping me in line.

Please keep doing it. I need all the help I can get while I work on my head stuff :P

Took a picture. The TARDIS landed on Mt Boob!

Nothing Special

I saw I haven't posted in a while, so I will post something. Can't promise it will be that great ;-)

I just sent a text to Master asking if I can have an online male submissive/masochist/something. He has a thing against males - it's a general thing, not just worry about me. (one of the things I mean when I speak therapy). He knows that I have needs that he is having a hard time meeting.

Maybe this will help both of us. But, he has to be okay with it, first.

I am getting married in 25 days. I am so nervous.

Master and I have been playing YuGiOh, the card game, and he has kicked my ass every time. I suck at strategy games. I bought a Hunger Games strategy game, and he kicked my ass even though I understood it better than him.

I think if I practice, I will get better.

ALSO

What are your thoughts on 'third person' speak?

Sex is nice.

I did anal without saying "it hurts!". I did whine, but ... it was weird. I did it without thinking. I mean, I let him do it without saying "Please, it hurts!" - that's a huge thing. Master loved it, I loved it cause he did..


And in the end? He came on my face. I kind of like it now. I mean, he knows it's the worse thing he could do (well, one of them, lol), and it shows his dominance toward me.

He said I keep challenging, while he was hitting me with the cane and flogger. I said I was, because I want him to tell me to shut up. Saying "Shut up, slave," would totally turn me in if we are in a sexual thing, like we were.\

Anyway, here are pictures!

Random

Holy crap, it's the 17th! I'm getting married in... well, a month! Literally! D: lol.

I am going into work at 5am tomorrow. I never do that. sighs I get a few hours of shift differential, so that is kind of cool :) Work 5 hours, and someone is giving me a ride.

Not this weekend, but next weekend is Kansas City! We have to be tight with money, from now on, because it's getting... well, tighter. Master's bonus is running out. Damn bills and car stuff! -shakes fist-

I want to see 21 Jump Street. MMMMMM Channing Tatum is so yummy. LOL!

Hm. What else. Oh! I think I made my last payment on my credit card debt! I have to chat with them, and make sure it goes through and everything, probably tomorrow afternoon.

Crap, there is a Wine and Jazz festival we wanted to go.. may not cause of money.

Pictures

We haven't used it yet, but here is our new flogger:

And this is me right now!