I had this thought because of how quite I was at the get together yesterday. It wasn't because of what anyone said - it's a great group of people. It's kind of me just analyzing certain things.
Also, the reason I couldn't sleep last night. So many thoughts!
There are the people, most of them new, that think an s-type should be quit, do as their told, and deal with it. **Of course, that is so not true.**
Most of the s-types I associate myself could be considered 'brats'. I don't consider myself that. Usually, I just sit quietly, talk when talked to, and kind of just do as I am told.
Don't get me wrong, if I don't like something I tell Master, and about half the time it gets me in trouble. I just am not a bratty person in general.
When I am around those people, I kind of feel *pressured* to be 'bratty', although that really is not who I am.
I think it's just like someone being pressured to be a doormat submissive.
I like listening. I like doing as I am told. I really am not a mouthy slave at all, and pretty much always do what I am told. I am not a challenge. Well, most of the time :)
Why do I feel a little ashamed of that?