Friday, March 30, 2012
Pictures; Wedding; Collar; Sex
My collar should be here tomorrow. I am very, very excited. I think having the weight will remind me of my place, and will remind me to ask for things. I am using the word 'allow' more often, and I am feeling more comfortable with giving him control. Words play a big part in my brain.
With Master, it's not that he's doing anything 'wrong' (usually! lol), but it's that it seems so inefficient to my head. To him, he's doing it just fine. To me, he's going too slow, or not the right way, or doing things in the wrong order..
Gah. I'll get over it! I can do it! I love being his slave, though :) Love it.
It let to sex in heels. Master commented afterward that he'd never fucked a woman in heels. I told him he can now mark it off his list. We found another thing that turns us both on!
Master has decided that the dog tag chain he has is perfect to use for me I like the pain (a little at a time), and I almost wasn't allowed to say 'stop'. He did, though, when I put my hand up. I think we are gonna have to use some sort of 'safeword' when we use that - I can only take so much at once. Maybe once we build up the pain, it won't be as bad.
This is all I have for today :-)