I feel my hand go to my steel collar and just kind of hold onto it when I am feeling alone or anxious or something. It calms me. I mean, what the medicine can't do, lol.
Master is away at drill until tomorrow night, having been gone since
Thursday night. Weird. And it's gonna go on for another 6 years. Not
sure how I will make it through the two weeks of annual training in a
new apartment. That's when we have to move.
I'm grateful he isn't deploying, though.