Saturday, August 25, 2012

Lyrics and Emotion Post

I probably wrote it here. I am trying to walk at least 3 days a week in the morning, and hopefully turning it into more as I go. I took my morning walk, and did a lot of thinking. The main thing I thought about is about my trigger of Master smoking. Why?

That's my big thing. Why do I get freaked out over something simple as that? In a general sense, I don't care if he smokes or not. That's his choice, and as long as I don't smell it, cause it stinks, then it's cool. And he knows that, which is why he finds it so confusing why I freak out about it.

I think I figured out why. I associate smoking with the people who hurt me, which turned out to be people I loved and trusted. Duh, right? But, it's taken this long for my brain to connect the two. While I was tearing up over my epiphany, I heard a few songs, in order, that helped me realize it is actually time to move on.

I forgive you
For every time I cried
Over some stupid thing you did to hurt me
That's alright
(...)
We were just a couple of kids
Trying to figure out how to live doing it our way
No shame, no blame
'Cause the damage is done
And, and I forgive you
I Forgive You - Kelly Clarkson
- Song Video

AND THEN

Gotta keep on running
Stay on the attack
'Cause the day you quit's the day you wish you had it back

Only The Strong Survive - McFly - Song Video

Then, I went and swinged on the swings <3

This video is for the people who are having a sucky time at life right now :)

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